I’m sitting at the Kebab House waiting for my order of tawook and realized it’s been a while since I’ve said anything here. Just some quick thoughts because I’m on my phone writing this and Androids autocorrect was designed by demons intent on tormenting me.
I have been having cravings over the last few days, more than usual. I feel like I need to do something to break out of my routine but right now just don’t have the energy or courage, whichever. Cravings suck of course but I’ve learned to not let them bother me because I’m pretty confident with the fact that I will not drink regardless of how I feel. Prior to a few weeks ago this bothered me because I wanted life to be good NOW. I titled this short post “redefining success” because I’ve learned I need to be okay with the fact that not everything is going to change overnight and I can be proud of how far I’ve come in just 5 months.