Strange Days

Although I’m keeping up with my 30 day blog challenge through my illness, I’m obviously way off schedule! It’s also difficult to stay in a positive, cheery mood when it feels like your nose is on fire and I don’t like posting anything when I’m feeling down or angry. It’s not a good idea for anyone, and I definitely indulged in that way too often in my drinking days. So I’m going to keep this one short because I’m still in a somewhat negative mood today.

I took the day off of work because I don’t want to move around too much. I am very paranoid about opening this scab up and bleeding all over the place again. It’s happened once already but that wasn’t after a cauterization, so realistically I’m probably okay now. My “friends” (social media folks) are really irritating me today and I don’t know if they’re doing it on purpose or if I’m just overly sensitive because of how I feel. Probably a mix of both. I still have a lot of people in my online life left-over from my addiction. I thought it would be okay to stay in touch with them because they aren’t in my actual personal life and they aren’t addicts themselves. I’m thinking I might have been wrong because old Brian wasn’t very good at choosing friends.

Phew, almost went on a rant here about those people but I deleted it! See, don’t post when you’re not feeling well! I’m off for now. Hope everyone has a great Friday!