Today has been much better so far. This morning I got back on my usual routine including going to the gym in the morning. After that I went into the woods to get some new photos which I’ve attached throughout this post. Then I went shopping; I decided that I’m not going to let the uncertainty about my future living situation derail my plans and I bought the supplies for a second shelf to continue working on my bedroom. If I do have to move, I’ll just take it all with me. I also finally got a larger planter for my little succulent plant and it looks much happier in the bigger space. I still wasted a couple of hours playing games but if I didn’t have some down time I would go insane.
Online dating is not going well at all. I’ve only matched with 4 women despite playing the narcissistic swipe-game for the past week and all 4 of them unmatched with me as soon as I sent a “hello” message. I don’t take it personally; I get hit on by married women all day at work so I know I’m at least somewhat desirable. I’m also being a lot more honest with my selections… I could say “picky” but picky just means I’m not desperate anymore. I could probably match with a disgusting overweight alcoholic with 6 kids if I really wanted to but I’m not at that place in my life anymore!
That’s really it for today. I appreciate all of the comments yesterday, I was really feeling down and today I feel much better thanks to all of your insight. I’m trying to come up with an actual topic to write about tomorrow but we’ll see what happens.